I am completely in love but I do like myself a lot now. I have faults and I am aware of them. I love with every part of my body and soul. No question.
8:37PM // We both did. I’m sorry work drove me to be a stressed out mess whenever you visited. I did and do adore you though. As a person, I will always value the fact that you are in the world, even if we really never are to again meet. I thought you would like the flowers — I had to make so many phone calls to ensure they arrived exactly on time, I thought I was proving that I really was sweet. I never expected to get the call from that strange man. I did not understand why you would treat me in that way when I loved and love you so much. If you had told me how much my misery was becoming a burden to your sooner and if I had been a better listener, we could have worked things out. We both knew going in that this period was going to be hard for both of us — me in the city with the workload and the crazy apartment, you trying to finish your dissertation. I am sorry for my part. I love you dearly.